hi um well its been a minute #mybad. in august i moved to sf to start school at sfsu and i was understandbly scared out of my fucking mind. I thought about writing about here often but I never really knew what to say. I havent really done much which makes me fear that im wasting my time and everyone elses. But when people like my friend Angela come and stay with me I'm so insanely happy and just like grateful. My writing has gotten worse but i'll get better I know it. I really do feel lonely at times though. i spend a lot of time in my room doing pretty much nothing, on weekdays i do have class i feel like im just moving from room to room being in the way. But recently, as the semester comes to a close, people i would talk to casually in class have been saying they would love to hang with me more outside of class which is so insane to me because like 1. why me and 2. i really wish you had said something earlier but at the same time why didnt i say anything??? im gonna ask some people from my english class if they wanna go see sinners in imax with me next saturday, or maybe just hang out idk thats def cheaper so probably that. things will get better, they already are. also im really into f1 and the long walk isnt that crazy #kimi2026wdc

yesterday was my senior prom! i had so so so so much fun. i curled my hair and styled it in a half up half down style. my dress was poofy and a soft pink. im not that good at eyeliner or eyeshadow so my friends were in charge of that for me. we took a party bus to prom, which was at the disneyland hotel, and it was so much fun. i was nervous we were just gonna be sitting on our phones but i had a really good time. it took a while for me to go dance when we got there but when i saw an old friend of mine i realized i paid too much to not fully enjoy the night. my toe did get stepped on but we will rebuild! lucikly we had sushi and gyozas before we left so i wasn't super hungry, the food at the venue wasnt that great. after we got back to my friends house i knocked out in like 30 minutes. im really glad i went and im so thankful to all the parents in my friend group for making this happen.

on wednesday i went to go see lucy dacus live at the greek theatre! she was absolutely amazing though theres not surprise there. she came out in the dress she wore for the ankles music video and i was so excited cause i love her outfit in that video so so so much!!! her music always makes me cry so of course i cried like 5 times during the concert. what was annoying was the people next to us at the concert just talked at full volume the whole time. i feel like tickets are too expensive to just..not watch the show?? am i wrong in that? i dont care if u talk quietly but like everyone could hear them :/ also i guess there were some audio issues since all the mics cut out for like 5 minutes. anyways, lucy is so pretty i was in awe when she was singing limerance. i hope i get to see lucy again :) ok bye i hope you enjoyed my first ever entry on here.